lonely

lonely lonely me  :)

i hate when he is not around....

everything seems to be so empty, lonely and sad.....

 i dont like to do every single thing alone!!!

how to fill my off day???
hahhaa....... i dont think you can guess it right!!  :P
is by MAKE UP!!!!
as usual, i like to put on make up b4 going out.....

but,

a little bit different now...... i put on a full make up..... or maybe i should say that 

i'm no longer put a light make up or a natural make up.....

is not that my face condition is bad so that i have to put on an heavy make up..... just that.....

i got plenty of time and i dont know how to spent it.... so every time when day off... i spent about 1.5 hours in front of the mirror and dress up myself now....

he is not around and i dressed up for who??? is for MYSELF!!!

1st of all is to practice my make up skill....

2nd is to cheer up myself.....

let myself see how pretty i am!!!!  :)